dude.
January 4, 2013 | 4:40 PM
Oh, dude, you don't know how awkward this is. I didn't know why I even bothered coming over, or what I want to achieve with this, but somehow, maybe to make myself feel better, I imagined that everything would return to normal. You always seem chill about stuff, like it didn't affect you, but it doesn't seem to be, does it?
ごめんね、本当に。I'm really sorry it has come to this though. I really am. You don't know how many times I've berated myself for being so rash and irreponsible, for acting without thinking, and ultimately affecting this friendship.
But I cannot do anything about this now - not without your help. So help me, please.
velda.
